Finding the way through…


It’s funny how you can forget everything except people loving you. Maybe that’s why humans find it so hard getting over love affairs. It’s not the pain they’re getting over it’s the love! Melina Marchetta

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Purpose cycle


My mind is full with all but nothing. I feel a void and I got nothing to fill it with. I keep myself busy but life passes by. I find myself in the uncommon of the society. And then I wonder…what’s my purpose. .my role here…milions of answers but yet non that will make sense. And so I wait for the right one. In the meantime I try to appeciate every gift called day. I’ve done so many things that I am tired. I’ve loved so much that my heart is a ruin. And yet there still is a long road ahead.  No wrinkles yet on my face but so many inside of me.
At the supermarket it all seems a bad joke. All people seem to go in circles. Work shop sleep. Work shop sleep. Like a hamster in a roller. What’s the purpose of those lifes? How do they wake up in the morning I keep wondering myself.
Sometimes in a crowded place with the same type of prople I try to see if there is anyone asking themselve the questions I do. Are we lost in circles?

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In the shades of time


What is time? I think it’s an artificial method of thinking. What was first, yesterday or tomorrow?
What if time isn’ t a straight line from past to future and it is just present. Just present on more levels. Present now, present tomorrow,  present yesterday.  All I want to do I allready did. All  I already did I will do again.
Life is a cycle. Evertyhing gets redone at the same time. The only purpose that made logic to me for that to happen is that we must learn something. And in my belief the most two powers on this world are fear and love. Maybe the lesson is to love again and again untill we love all. Even the people that hurt us, even the things that scare us. So this ongoing present,  this reliving each moment might be until we learn to love, until we gave up fear.
And, as many others, I have discovered that I have so many fears. The mainly one: the fear of not beeing loved, the fear of beeing pushed aside.
In my nights I travel in my dreams between yesterdays and tomorrows. In each I discovered I need to love more. Starting at myself and others. So I dare you: love and show love to the ones that pushed you aside. And trust me, you will be free…

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